I lived among the zillions of lives that God has created. And this is my chronicles...
But is this 'fantasy or fact' that you witness?
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Tuesday, May 31, 2005

DI4...


Attended prayer meet today, felt so lonely as the only guy frm DI4... Supposingly... Jeremiah organised a caregroup for DI4 yesterday... But sigh... IT was cancelled AGAIN because the guys had to report back camp early... Reuben couldn't attend service on Saturday also because he had guard duty... neither could Jeremiah because of his range [shooting]...

Army is a step in life which all the boys have to go through...
For those who are super enthusiatic abt it, or for those who couldn't care less...
It is still something that all guys have to go for...

Being in it now, all I can say is... it's all about endurance, and keeping yourself mentally fit...
"You go in healthy, you might not come out like how you were initally"

Eventually all guys [regardless how enthu they were initially] will see SAF as a lousy organisation...
The army highly promotes defence for Singapore... [Without us, no defence for Singapore ]which is true...
But yet they pay us a mere $350 for normal administative duities, $450-$500 for military work, $600-$700 for sergeants and $1000++ to lieutenents and higher so forth... Yet they don't allow us to have part-time jobs outside... how are we gonna survive...

And in the army organisation, it's all about power...
If you are able to climb higher, you get more money, power and say...
And so, there are cases where superiors use power to settle their unhappiness/differences childishly.

Sometimes, the army also makes ridicules demands which burns up our weekends... and our time to be with our loved ones... and making the sick run errands too...

In the army, nobody cares abt being kind or polite...
You hear guys being the most frank, and if they lose something, they steal others...

Honestly, it's all abt survival...
And living in these kind of enviroment...
We need the gospels of God more than ever...

I know what the guys are going through, and the depression they go through everyday in camp. If you read Reuben's blog, you'll know what I mean...

For all DIans who are reading this...
I ask for your favor in praying together for us, DI 4...
As we seldom get to meetup for caregrp, not to even mention shepherding... and sometimes... we miss so much services and activities in church...

So guys... could you pls pray along with me...

"Father Lord,
As the boys from DI4 are growing into men, help them and lead them to be Men of God and not men of men...
Please grant them wisdom and strength too as they go through day by day...
Do not let the devil lead them away...
Please watch over them and bless them with health as they go through their tough trainings...
Also let them reachout to the camp mates too so as to bring them into your glorious kindgom...
We are all your sheep who gives our whole heart and soul to you, O Lord!
In Jesus name we will always pray, Amen"

Jeremiah also msged me [1 Cor 15 : 1-2] just now...
Let us remind ourselves too on this verse, shall we?

Amen!!!

Saturday, May 28, 2005

Check... check it out... It's DJ Tobey in the house...

Ahhh... My fever is much better now...
Mummy has been cooking spinach and pig liver soup for me...
All are tonics for the blood...
Those past few days were dreadful...

Oh, attended service at hope today...
It's been so long... Sigh... Miss church so much...
Today's Pastor Jeff...

Oh, Jeyeraj told me that they are organising a "Matthew" camp at Zidane's Condo's Multi-Purpose Hall called 'starlet nite'... and they want me to be the DJ???

Haha... Let's hope things go right...

Oh, I've registered for the new membership class on the 7th June... Yeah!!!

Wednesday, May 25, 2005

CSB....!?@#$%^&

LOLx... CSB isn't a foul word... It simply means "Combat-fit skilled badge"...
A badge that burned my saturday for some silly walking of 32km at P.Tekong.

Well, I didn't walked though but my friends did...
Carrying a heavy load abt 10kg on their back, they had to walk abt 24km of forest path, thereafter walk through a river, walk a few kilometers more, arrive at a range and shoot at the targets given ten bullets... All these done over the Friday night & Saturday morning. And ALL THESE DONE JUST FOR A STUPID BADGE...

Pardon me...

Honestly, everyone in my camp claims that... "SAF is really just a *wayang* corporation" and we feel it should just be renamed as 'Singapore Acting Forces'
*Meaning - Full of soap acting...


Some sergeants rebukes that SAF is indeed a good organisation but the 'leaders' within ruined it. They make use of their ranks/power to show off their immaturity & negliance. Thus leaving the organization all messed up.

Just because of SAF, I'd missed so many of my services... Making me miss so much this and that...

I juz dun undersand why is it that "they" are so in loved & devoted with such a barbarian occupation?

Tuesday, May 24, 2005

38.5°celcius [FEVER!!!!]

Sigh, I caught fever yesterday... Sigh

Resting at home... spoil all my plans...

Sunday, May 22, 2005

BIG NEWS... [Love is in the air...]

Mr Kenji Ota [My poly lecturer] is getting married today... WOW!!!

'Tricky old man'... hehe... Use the club anniversary to conceal his BIG secret...

「太田先生、
結婚 おめでとうございます!!! いつまでも幸せに!!! 
子供たくさん産まれてね!!!」

Invitation Card The actually Invitation Card This picture is actually Emperor Kitty & Empress Kitty Without them, Sakuran can never have existed/withstand for so long...
Kenji & Mayumi Aww... So loving!

Tuesday, May 17, 2005

And you thought PSP was the lastest phenomenon...

Hearing that 'PSP' is the latest game gadget [by Sony]...

Who would have thought something like this would surface onto this earth together with the launch of it...


It's known as... "PS3"

Cool, eh?
Coming soon in "Spring 2006"...

Click here to read more on the specs and news...

Monday, May 16, 2005

[Naruto] & [Hikaru no Go] Anime DVDs...

Check this out...
I had requested Mike(My ex-scout platoon buddy) to help me burn some Naruto episodes. And check out the great job he did... *_* (And he burned all the episodes for me... 001 - 128)
Printing & Packaging by Mike Laser Printed DVD
"So cool..."

Each sold seperately... LOLx

Sunday, May 15, 2005

Guys, I am back from Brunei...

Hi guys, thanks for all the prayers & blessings...
As you guys can see... I AM BACK IN SINGAPORE!!!!!!!!!
And I missed you guys and Singapore so much....
*Hugz* *Hugz*

Lots of things had happened...
And I just don't have all the time to share them all...

Well, Brunei was fun... (ok ok... I'm lying ^_^ hehe)

I'd finished watching a series of anime... [FullMetal Alchemist]
All thanks to 2LT Chris and his I-River player.
FullMetal Alchemist
[You may click the picture for more information.]
「人は何かの犠牲無しに何も得る事は出来ない。
何かを得る為には同等の代価が必要となる。
それが錬金術における等価交換の原則だ。」

Try to figure out what that means... hehe
A great animation series, and i strongly recommend it to everyone.

This trip to Brunei sure made me see more things than ever.
Made new friends... Kang Yu, Francis, Fandi, Rico, Kua Guowei..
Became better friends with Boh Yin & Senxian.
Oh... & Francis called BohYin [Winnie the Pooh] LoL...
Boh Yin really looks so much like Winnie. His figure and he even walks alike Pooh. Hehe... And Francis said that his new nick sounds like [Winnie the Poo] So bad!!! LOL
Oh, I got to go, I'll keep this post re-updated as there are many things to share with you guys...

Click here to see some of the photos I uploaded...

Brunei's island Temburong sky

See ya here again soon!!!