Giving up...

My life has become a life of boredom...

Due to my financial difficulty...
I've given up my dreams learning music...
[Both @ Hark and @ LWS]

There's no fun in my life anymore...
Just feel that adulthood is so dead to me...

Mon - Fri: NS (8-5)
Sun: Service

Go work, come home...
No fun @ all and I dread growing up...
No fun pals who can click with me...

Somehow... a verse rings in my mind

"But seek first His kingdom and righteousness and all these things will be given to you as well" - Matthew 6:33